04-20-03 - 06:59
I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world
Forgotten to myself
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
And brushed the dust away
But I knew you'd never stay
So I memorized the color of your eyes
As I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined
As I drifted off beside you
I miss
God, I miss
Waking up beside you
At night I cling to you
I'm so afraid
Afraid the day will come
And I'll wake and find you gone
But you promise that you'd not abandon me
And then kissed my fears away
But I woke up to that day
But I memorized the way our eyes would meet
Reflected in the bathroom mirror
And I memorized your naked silhouette
As you slowly brushed your hair
I miss
God, I miss
Waking up beside you
I've been so alone for so long
I forgot how much it hurts
To wake up so alone
And I memorized how warm your body felt
As you lay half-asleep beside me
And I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room
and played upon you body
I miss,
God, I miss,
Waking up beside you
"stabbing westward"
i saw you the other day.
but you can't see me.
i am not one to care for.
i am not realy here.
i am just a ghost in your mind.
