12-10-05 - 21:49
"Don't know that I will
But until I can find me
The girl who'll stay
And won't play games behind me
I'll be what I am
A solitary man
Solitary man"
Johnny Cash
I don't know what to write. I have no life anymore. All I do is work. When I’m at work my mind wonders and goes back to memories I don't want to remember. The smallest things remind me of when I was wearing camouflage. My headaches come and go as they please and make for a generally bad day. I am sick of co-workers asking me questions about what was it like over there. If they want to know so badly they can go over there themselves. The army is not part of my life anymore but it still wont let go of me. It just keeps following me like a shadow.
I guess that's all for now. I’m going to go get drunk.
