12-22-02 - 03:47
I guess I know myself know! I was made for only one real thing. I am here to take pain from others, and put it upon myself. The only rest I get is when I am protecting someone else. It's the only time I feel alive. I guess there are worst calling's, but I know now why I leave so much. I thought it was 'cause I was in a new place, but I see not. At least I can live with honor. But I am no hero. Just a pawn in the grand plan of things. At least my "Dark Half" will be of use. Born of darkness, sworn to justice. (If you didn't know I was born dead.)
Monday I will be gone, I might have to leave for a wile. but I will call when I get back. No more pain from him.
"Est Sloras Oth Mithrost." 04:59 I feel like Tyler Derden. "I want you to hit me as hard as you can". I couldn't stop laughing when I was bleeding.
