02-13-03 - 04:17
I have lost you.
Gone like the summer wind.
Beyond my sight and words.
Gone, from me as a shadow.
Lost in the stream of time.
Would I have had the words,
The clearest thought within,
To make you to wish to stay.
But the peaces didn't fit.
But I watched them fall away.
But I felt them brake apart.
With your new life
With your new love
With your new hate
With your new drug
When in the sky,
Lack of your scent.
Touch the ground,
Miss your tears.
Overwhelmed by my own self hate.
By my own lack of care.
With out it I have no power.
No will to go on in this vessel.
Ice is forming on my wings
Loss of any control.
Fall to the earth,
Fall to my life.
Fall to my self,
Fall to my emptiness.
You are gone.
I will forever carry the scar of your heart. / / for Anna / / / / the breakfast of champions. whiskey. I don't know if I gave up on everthing, or it gave up on me. life is a endless ride that you drive alone. all you can do is take hold. I wish I could give up on love, but I can't. I still feel that true love is real. but I don't think it knows me. or cares for me. I know I have piss off most of the gods. that comes as no shock. but you would think that one would at lease care who I am. / / boold for blood. pain for pain. call me Azreal if you would. I will pay for my sins.
