06-18-04 - 02:22
"and if i don't make it know that i loved you all along. just like sunny days that we didn't know because, we're
all dumb and jaded. and i hope to god i figure out whats wrong."
many things bounceing about my mind. i found out that i will be getting leave soon. but i don't know if i will take it, i have no clue as to what the hell i will do with it. most i can think of is that i will pay for the blazer i'm getting. (wont be driveing a gettomobile) thats about all i can think to do other than just shut my self up in some hotel for a few weeks. if you have any ideas they are more than welcome. i toyed with the idea of showing up to my x girlfriends basic training grad(we are still friends), but that sounded like it would just be out of place. i did get offered a few hundred bucks for my slot in the books by a few people. but mony at this point means very little to me. other than that i don't feel like saying much.
WARM AND GREEN HUED WORLD.
