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03-15-03 - 00:42 Talk to me softly There's something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Somethin's changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a Heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sigh Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinking of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a Heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember How I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry tonight Baby maybe someday Don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry Tonight (guns and roses) people keep asking me if i am worried about going to war. i wish i could say that i was. i also wish that i could say i am doing it for a noble and just reason. but that would be a lie. I'm doing it for me. i want to because i wish to free myself from my own demons. plus i wont have someone die in my place. i know that when i go, i will go to combat. it's the job i picked. save your tears for someone that is worth them. if i fall, then there will be one less demon to worry about. what is there to fear when one no longer fears death. nothing. there is also nothing to live for. pain caused to myself by the choice of tattoos and self inflected scars. pain from a messed up body caused by the army. mental pain from failed girl friends. and the hurt i have taken from others. "don't worry, i will take care of it" or "relax. he wont hurt you anymore, i will see to that." i will have to pay for my sins. don't ask what they are, for i will not tell anyone. i wish to not speak of them. lets just say' i can never be redeemed
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