05-19-03 - 02:38
"Love and lust are fleeting, like grains of sand falling from an hour glass."
Clark
Today was a very weird day. Mostly at work. A few people at work informed me that I am the object of affection for most of the girls and one guy that work there. That’s a bad thing, given the fact that I am a manager now. You would think that would give me a big ego boost. But no, it just made me feel even further from anyone. Plus I don't think it helped that I was only working there for four months before I got promoted over many people. I guess that at work I am known as a dark horse. I don't speak much there and no one knows anything about me. I guess I have some kind of air of mystery around me. But when I do say something it seems to have a very profound effect.
"Well maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya?
And it's not a cry that you hear at
Night
It’s not somebody who's seen the light
It’s a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah"
Jeff Buckley
